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[Tuesday
June 10th, 2008 at 1:36am] |
everyone deserves a second chance, a new beginning, a clean slate.
comment to read.
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[Saturday
April 28th, 2007 at 1:51pm] |
i can read between the lines. or i think that i can.
i hate how i think that i can read every single person even before i meet them. then these things overpower the things that i pick up when i do meet them. this has a great impact on a lot of my relationships.
my close friendships go with the seasons and as much as i'd like to think that this isn't my fault, it is.
i'm scared of getting really close to people.
maybe i don't make sense.
maybe i'm just testing the waters.
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[Monday
April 23rd, 2007 at 8:19pm] |
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i don't want to tip-toe my way through the rest of my life staying "comfortable." i want to be hit with the things that scare me the most and open my eyes so big that they hurt. i think the only cure for my anxieties is to stare them dead-on in the face.
some things in life come completely unexpectedly. while other things are expected but don't end up coming at all. i miss having someone to talk to all the time that i can be 100% honest with and they still wouldn't judge me. or woldn't run off and tell the first person they come in contact with. i don't like giving the sugar-coated versions of the things in my head. i think it just makes things worse. i'm running out of storage space.
how blunt do i need to be?
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[Sunday
March 4th, 2007 at 3:41pm] |
life's been a mix of hectic, cute, stressful, & relaxing.
too much has been going on and i don't know where to begin.
so for now, do this:
Comment here anonymously and say anything.
Ask me a question, tell me a secret, something you like about me,
something you hate about me, or even something that has nothing to do with me.
I'll reply to everyone.
p.s. Comments will be screened at first.
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| let's see what comes out of this- |
[Sunday
November 19th, 2006 at 6:00pm] |
Tell me absolutely anything.
a confession, a secret, or just something you've been wanting to tell me.
good or bad.
Post it anonymously.
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| sing to me hope. |
[Monday
September 25th, 2006 at 10:29pm] |
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i quit my job.
yep, that's right. i am no longer employed by the lifetime fitness hospitality department.
i finally talked my mom into letting me last night. it only took me umm two months ? all day i was stressing out about how i would do it and what i would say, and when it came time to do it - it wasn't bad at all. i'm so happy it's all over and done with it. i'm ready for something new.
places i'm applying:
1. borders [pleasepleaseplease]
2. caribou coffee [ehh i dunno.]
3. switched-on cds.
4. hostessing job anywhere ?
5. receptionist at a salon or something cute.
--ANY SUGGESTIONS?
p.s. it is only monday and i'm already anxious for the weekend.
THINGS TO LOOK FORWARD TO:
tomorrow: going to get balloons & fun party things for steve's surprise party to help out j.bond, applying at borders, buffalo wild wing's for steve's birthday dinner.
wednesday: playing with gabriella, churchh.
& friday or saturday is gabriella/connor/natalie hangtime.
& hopefully playing with my christopher uffcourse. :]
oh & saturday night i went to bed around 1:30 and woke up at 3:00pm. 13 & 1/2 hours of sleep? alk;jsdf
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| "WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO KEEP YOUR LOVE INSIDE? SHARE YOUR LOVE WITH EVERYONE" |
[Saturday
September 9th, 2006 at 11:00pm] |
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this is my new favourite movie. everything about it is truly amazing.
the actors - perfect.
the script - perfect.
i want to go see it three more times. then maybe a fourth.
oh and last night was really something. something really fun, that is. first off, let me just say right now that gabriella, connor, lizzie, and i did not end up going to inferno. haha buuuuuuuttttt-
+ connor and i got in my car [we talked about how he won't pay for some karate lessons but he'll pay $20 for a disc for disc golfing] and lizzie and gabriella went in lizzie's [they waved to us and gave us peace signs lots] and we went to Taco Bell where gabriella ate like the vegetarian she is, lizzie ate pretzels, connor ate like, well, connor, and i ate "weird" as gabriella said [because i just eat my quesadilla with cheese]. then we wrote down a list of possibilities of things to do. one of the things on the list was to get masks, find out where erin gettel was babysitting, and scare her but we couldn't find out the address of where she was babysitting without totally giving it away.
+ we went to lizzie's, talked about life, ate popcorn [ummm connor ate the unpopped kernels?], and played with lizzie's dog.
+ we proceeded to leo's coney island - in the same cars we were in before, and connor made me listen to arabic music. laksjdf. i don't know how someone can honestly enjoy listening to it. we also had to pull over to the side of the road because my trunk somehow opened magically on it's own. sometimes, my car is a piece of work. at leo's we had the worst waitress every and gabriella got very excited because she had a $1 off coupon.
+ we went to Border's because connor wanted us to read a chapter in a Chuck Palahniuk book. so gabriella and i sat in the corner, by a lovely section a might add, and read it. it was the sickest thing i have ever read. gabriella even started gagging a little. i won't even tell you what book it was because then whoever's reading this will be tempted to read it and then be really disappointed. we also hung out in the children's section for a really long time and looked at books that we used to read.
+ we all got in my car and went to dairy mat to get ice cream. on the way lizzie and connor screamed in the backseat, "HUGE SPIDER! SHUT THE MOONROOF!" and gabriella started screaming profanities and i didn't know what to do so i just parked the car in the middle of the road and curled myself up against my car door. then gabriella figured out how to shut the moonroof and did it herself. the spider was then trapped in a part of my moonroof. they told me not to open it for about three days. lizzie got ice cream and the rest of us just watched her eat it because we were all broke. then we got back in my car, started driving down the road, and connor leans forward and smacks my moonroof. he killed the spider. it somehow got out of our trap.
+ lizzie left us and gabriella, connor, and i went to gabriella's. her bedroom is my new favourite. after she packed some things for my house we watched the videos on her computer from lollapalooza. they're wonderful and make me very jealous.
+ i drove connor back to his house but went totally out of the way so it was an adventure.
+ gabriella and i came back here. then decided we wanted some ice cream so we went to 711 to get some ben & jerry's. it took quite awhile to decide considering we are both indecisive about everything. thennn we came back here, watched Double Dare, and fell asleep on my bed.
then today gabriella and i hung out here, went to her house so she could shower and get clothes, ate at sy thai, got depressed as we walked around anthropologie since we're broke, and obviously saw little miss sunshine.
2MORROW/ writing my college writing intro, going to liz's with mi madre cuz she has to do something with mrs. ekstrom that has to do with plants of course, going to lindsey's, thennn shiloh and maybe hanging out with some favourites after. :]
edit: my mom found the diet pills chels and i took for a week in the summer in my room while cleaning it. lasjdf i got a great lecture.
oh & i've decided i'm a very jealous person. and that should probably stop.
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[Wednesday
June 28th, 2006 at 11:00pm] |
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ANGELS AND AIRWAVES. |
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NITA AND I MET TOM DELONGE AND ANGELS AND AIRWAVES TONIGHTTT.
so, hayley called me and says, "natalie, i'm in birmingham right now and just saw tom delonge and angels and airwaves walking into Bangkok." so what do nita and i do? fly down to birmingham and go and eat at Bangkok. first, when we walk in and see them nita almost pees herself so we have to run to the bathroom. then we sat down and tried to not make it obvious that we were staring. and we kept thinking of a way to go and talk to them but everything seemed dumb and we didn't want to seem like stupid girly fans so what do we do? pay for their meal. then they all came over and sat with us and talked with us about the new cd and stuff. then we told them how we wanted to go to their show but it's sold out and he goes, "umm hi, i'm tom delonge. i could give you 1,000 free tickets if you would like." so he gave us four backstage passes. kalsjdfklj then we took pictures with them outside.
i have been in love with tom delonge since the fourth grade. i feel like i'm 12.
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[Sunday
June 18th, 2006 at 11:36am] |
Tell me anything.
[secrets, something you like about me, something you hate about me, something you've never told anyone or just something on your mind. if you tell me a secret MAKE IT GOOD!]
comments may be anonymous if you would like.
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